What if ?

"If You Want The Rainbow, You Gotta Put Up With The Rain."

I want the rainbow, yes. What if, I don't have an umbrella?

- What if, you don't need one to put up with the rain? Or what if, it was the umbrella that made you NOT put up with the rain, while you were thinking you were? What if, it was the umbrella that made you think you had the rainbow, the fake rainbow?

I think it is this feeling, this clarification, that is bothering you lately. That is making you think that "Do I really, actually have the strength to put up with the rain?". Is it so?